Dreams

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Dreams

Had the most vivid dreams of Rich last night. We talked for a while, but dammit - AGAIN I don't remember about what! These dreams were definitely in color - just vivid and he looked so good. And I remember feeling so warm and happy during the dream, so whatever it was we were talking about was good.

It seems like I always realize he's dead in the dreams, and try real hard to come up with and ask him relevant questions and tell him specific things - but by the time I wake up, I don't remember how he answered...just remember how it made me feel.

He also gave me the biggest hug...it must have been on my mind because I remember thinking yesterday (during the day) how much I missed his hugs, laying on top of him and snuggling, etc. And I think in my dream I told him that - so he gave me this incredible hug. The hug itself was just a normal hug, we were standing up and all, but the feeling was just so different and incredible...I still remember it this morning.

Guess in reality, I must have been hugging either my pillow or worse yet, the cat! Poor Rascal...no wonder he's been hiding this morning!!!